This morning I awoke to my cell pinging! Not a ping but pinging a lot. I got the phone to see someone who started reading my blog was reading it in Nigeria. Now this is why my heart is singing praise and thanks this morning. Thanks Emeka Ofili you truly blessed my day! I don’t normally stop what I am doing in the morning to write! But this morning I felt compelled to mix my morning up because of the sounds coming from a phone!
When I started my blog I had no idea who would read it or if I could actually have anyone want to come back to see what Good Life For Half was about!
I learn each day about what is important. A year ago I was consumed in sin! I was living on the road trying to manage two jobs and not beating myself up daily about what I needed to do! I was running from my husband’s health issues. Bryan in May of 2015 had cancer on his face that turned out to melanoma. In stead of giving this to the Lord to work out. I became very afraid of the future. Satin loves to have us rely on our flesh.
I was being very carnal by not trusting that God would get us thru this without me taking on two full-time jobs. This was not of God! It was of me not trusting that God had Bryan’s plan! We sometimes do not realize what we are doing at the time but God did not take long to reveal himself to me! I continued to ignore my father and that sin resulted in me steeped in sin. I stayed in this sin until God brought me back.
As I grow in my walk I realize I cannot just make my own decisions. It has to be God’s will! We are to pray and wait on God to direct our steps. God does reveal himself. As a follower of Jesus we will naturally grow towards what God wants us to do! My husband reminded me recently that our heart and hands need to be in the business of God’s people in how we conduct our lives. My character has to be in line with what God has planned for my life.
So my decisions had outcome that truly was for the good of me. God took hold of my heart and did what was best for me. At the time I did not realize that he was removing me from things that were not in the best interest of what God has planned for me.
Today I look forward to walking with my God. Realizing that it is not my job to worry about anything and to focus on what God has in store for me.
Sin will make you sick, it will keep you from fellowship with God. Today I am still working toward my faithful walk with him.
“Blessed is the man who trusts in the Lord, And whose hope in the Lord. For shall be like a tree planted by the waters, which spreads its roots by the river, And will not fear when heat comes; But its leaf will be green and will not be anxious in the year of drought, Nor will cease from yielding fruit.” Jeremiah 17:7-8
Let us to courageous today in God’s loving plans! My God has taken me on amazing life adventures as he has revealed his true love for me. What a great day to sing thanks!